Beloved Regret

I have no time for weakness or confusion
I remain in solitary's convalescent conclusion
A superior alternative to hope is certainty
Be thankful for pain's consoling maternity
It's always going to be this way
SO I'll breathe life into the soft abyss
And pull out from it a new likeness
She was in me all along
Hidden from the throng
Yet she lives in plain sight
I know that I've found what's right
The ultimate masturbation
Nothing beyond my station
I will be as God